Saturday, July 17, 2010

Guess Who Came To Visit Again?

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Rememeber the moose mamma who visited me last year with her babies? She came back last night, interestingly enough after I had mentioned earlier in the day that I wondered where my moose was from last year….there she was last night with her two new calves!! They didn’t stay very long and unfortunately came as the evening was getting darker quick. They were so far away and I didn’t have time to get out my tripod, so I apologize the bad quality in these photos. I contemplated riding out to her on my ATV but figured there wasn’t enough speed to get me out there and back home safely if she decided to have a go at me…so I just took photos from my veranda like last year.

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My marriage has hit a rough spot….it’s weighing heavily on me right now. On top of having 12 puppies to look after and everything else, now there is this problem.

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I’m going to do my best to work through things…I don’t believe in giving up and no marriage has only smooth sailing…but I really don’t know right now how it will end…if there will be a happy ending or a sad ending? I don’t know…

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I have to make some changes in my life…some improvements I guess? The Captain is unhappy with how things are right now. I’m willing to meet him part way on some of these things….but some things are just life- get use to it…

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I’ll probably end up looking for a co-owner home for two of my leonberger females….so if you are interested (and living in Norway) or know someone who could be interested in a 2 or 4 year old female- not problem girls but preferrably people with big dog experience and hopefully not to far away from me as I want to continue showing them and maybe have a litter on them…let me know.

My girls are aware of what is going on and keep asking me if we will be getting a divorce…I tell them I don’t think so, but we are in a rough place and need to see if we can work through this…kinda hard while he is in Brazil and I am here, but I imagine we’ll find time when he gets back and try and do our best to communicate in the meantime. It isn’t easy- life isn’t easy….but like I said, I’m not giving up and I just hope he doesn’t either…

I’m getting company tonight who will overnight until tomororw…not really in the mood for company but it might be just what I need?

Until next time my friends….

4 comments:

Balder said...

Det er trist å høre at du går igjennom en vond periode, det er dessverre slike vendiger livet tar noen ganger. Jeg krysser fingrene og håper at dere kommer frem til en løsning som er bra for dere - og at du får det godt igjen....mange varme tanker fra oss.

Jeg håper det løser seg ang hundene, de er jo så flotte at det burde ikke være noe problem.. det må jo være en ære å få en av de to frøkenene i hus.

Stå på - og ta vare på de gode stundene!!
klem

Kelli Nørgaard said...

Keeping you in my thoughts and close to my heart during these tough days........

Enjoy the company tonight---it may be just what you need as I know that being a hostess is something you love to do so just BE AMY and take good care of your guests...that should give you a few good feelings to last through the weekend.

Hugs from DK!

Robbi said...

Amy,

Beautiful pictures as always! Gorgeous flowers, and darling puppies.

I'm thinking of you during your difficult time.

Klem fra California

Muddy Boot Dreams said...

Amy, my heart goes out to you. It's hard to be at odds. Know that we are thinking about you, and wishing good things to happen.

Hugs to you.

Jen

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