It has to be the lack of sleep that is making me so emotional these days but I feel like crying….I don’t know why….there isn’t anything to cry about really…I just feel like it…but I haven’t cried- I can’t force the tears to come but the other day when I had my gall stone attack the pain hurt so bad and I cried…but I cried more then neccessary…just needed to cry…it felt good….ever felt that way?
Was looking around You Tube and came across some classics from my childhood that brought a smile to my face…do any of these ring a bell for any of you?
Did you know the Pointer Sisters sang that song above? I never did…but hey, I was a kid…I didn’t care…just liked the tune….hehehe…
Heck I could probably add 50 more videos here from shows and things I grew up with….but I’ll spare ya…if you’ve lasted this long through this post- God Bless Ya…
Perhaps I’m yearning for another time….knowing going back in time is impossible and yet still wishing it could happen….what seemed like a simple time in my life…without worries…do you ever wish you could go back in time?
I’m excited about the future also, but it’s unknown…scary…the past holds warm memories, happy times, family memories, moments and happenings that made me who I am today…it’s comfortable, the past….and I miss it…
I’m missing my mom a lot tonight also….with all my thoughts of the past running through my head- moments with her dominat my thoughts…I guess that is normal…and I’ll be ok…these are things I have to get use too…dealing with the memories of my mom and knowing that no matter how much I miss her I’ll never get her back…but I thankfully have all those wonderful (and sometimes not so wonderful) memories of my life with her…my beginning with her….
Until next time my friends….
4 comments:
i think whenever we're at a low ebb that we miss our moms...or at least i do. i miss her a lot and i will miss my dad this weekend.
sorry about the gall stone attack - i had one attack and was lucky enough to have the surgery to get mine out. over and done.
hope you're better soon.
Her var det mange gode gamle minner:)
Så trist at du savner moren din sånn. Skulle ønske jeg hadde noen gode ord til deg men det hjelper vel ikke så mye.Tror kanskje du hadde trengt et besøk fra faren din snart:)
klem fra marilyn
I think at some time or another we all feel that way.
I have a downfall though...I remember all the good things and think "Why can't life be like it was then"
I forget there were a LOT of bad times. My brain and my heart just choose to ignore that, and then I need to be honest with myself and remember that good and bad happened in the past. Just like it does now. And will in the future.
Without the awful times we wouldn't know good and true! Just my way of keeping life in perspective.
xo, misha
p.s. I wanted to be Bewitched!
Life is full of sweet and light - and bad times, too. It's OK to cry and to remember your mum and past times - after all, your past has shaped the wonderful person you are today!
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